I have recently lost my twin babies. They didn't even make it to birth. I have been heart broken for weeks now and can not get over the fact that my babies didn't make it. I have talked to friends and family about it, however there are times when I want to say more but I dont know what to say. I wish this would have never happened. Life as I speak of it now would be different. I always see parents walking around with their kids and think how lucky those people are. You can just see a glow of love and life when you see a parent and child together. I guess I'll just have to wait for that day when my wife and I are blessed with children. Until then, I think I found the words I've been looking for. They're from Eric Clapton's song Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
(instrumental)
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
